
MJ: "Livin Off the Wall..."

I was lying in bed surfing the net and I came across this Mark Anthony Neal joint titled: "White Chocolate", http://www.popmatters.com/columns/criticalnoire/021217.shtml
where he elaborates on his theories about white folks who sing "black music". I have been grappling with this issue of appropriation, for lack of a better word, and while I agree with what he had to say about white people’s relationship to soul music I have to take issue with this one sentence from his piece: "More a glam-rock track, "Lover Girl" catapulted [Teena] Marie to the top-ten pop charts in an era that was dominated by blah, blah over-the-top pop acts like MJ, Lionel Ritchie, Van Halen, Culture Club, and Cyndi Lauper. " Hold up. Did he just call MJ "blah-blah over the top"? Yes, I do think that Michael Jackson has lost his damn mind and that he really started to lose it after lets say the "Bad" album. I think that MJ started all the pop antics b/c the world needed him to and because he realized that he could, or maybe one of his agents realized he could, but that is beside the point. The real point is: What do we do with Michael Jackson? I’ve been thinking about this a lot in light of his sexual molestation trial. Even when faced with his criminal actions MJ fans, including myself, still reserve some space for him—a place where we pity him, a place where we remember him, and a place where we can still love him.
Friday night I was at the club feeling a little ready to go home, a little tired of the whole scene. There were several annoying things going on (in short: drunk white girls, too much cigarette smoke, and a lady with a really bad afro wig.) but all of that ended when I heard MJ sing:
“Cause we’re the party people night and day/ livin crazy that’s the only way/so tonight we gonna leave the 9 to 5 up on the shelf and just enjoy ourselves/ move/ let the madness in the music get to you/ life ain’t so bad at all/when you’re livin off the wall…”
Even the DJ felt the need to give him a shout-out as he instructed the crowd to “Party for Michael y’all!” I was movin and groovin fo sho at that point, and when I made what my friends call my signature “party-turn” on the dance floor I thought real hard about the public’s embattled relationship with MJ. Because, at that moment Michael Jackson was not a man on trial, he was not fodder for our fascination with the bizarre, nor was he a scared little black boy still looking for his identity. He was just a dude singing a really good song.
I think that there are two, or more, Michael Jacksons. There is the Michael that Black people and lovers of good dance music adore. This is the Michael that sang “ABC” and stole my mother’s and America’s heart—the same Michael that turned the Ed Sullivan Show all the way out dancin and singin with that huge afro. That’s our Michael. And then there are the great songs he made during the late 70’s and early 80’s. Try all the jams from the “Off the Wall” and “Thriller” albums that still cause people to stop what they’re doing and hit the dance floor. (Have you ever really listened to “Lady in my Life” brotha was sangin for real.) And then even still there’s the Michael of “Michael Mania” that caused little girls and grown men to faint, have asthma attacks, and get arrested from here to Stockholm, Germany. Make no mistake, Michael Jackson ruled the 1980’s. His persona created the likes of Britney and Justin, and changed how far we thought stardom could go.
Perhaps this point in his career, his pop deification, is where the disconnects become clear. I know that Mark Anthony Neal wasn’t referring to MJ circa his Jackson 5 or Motown days. He was talking about when the man became a phenomenon, the largest celebrity commodity in the world. It was also during this time that we began to see evidence of his weird behavior, his crazy metamorphosis into a race-less and sexually confused/ing being. Where did he go wrong?
I couldn’t imagine being Michael Jackson. We, the public, compartmentalize him because we have to. It would be impossible to reconcile our love for him alongside all the strange things he has done and continues to do. He also has the misfortune of being a part of not one, but two generations’ pop iconography. Think of it this way—he’s been a star for more than 20 years. Yes, in so many ways there are more than one MJ. Celebrity is a culprit, his undeniable talent, real life, and pop music itself are all partly responsible for the cracks that are so visible now. He does it to himself because in all this time that we used him as our escape, he was desperately trying to escape too. “let the madness in the music get to you…”, right?
I can’t even get into the pathology that may have caused him to molest children. That’s extremely heady subject matter, even for me. But what I do know is that we may be witnessing the consequences of celebrity, the erosion of genius, and the end of an era. And, that’s off the wall indeed.